Can't believe I haven't updated since, Hector's passing.
I won't lie, the loss was something I had hard time dealing with and I still get pretty emotional thinking about him.
I'm not going to go into the long spiel of it (like I usually do)- But after his passing, everything...went really down hill. I never had just a emotional, stressful and depressing way to bring in the new year. The tip of the ice berg was my health. It took such a treacherous turn for the worse, that I needed to move back home.
Back in the cast and using walking aids
In incredible amounts of pain.
A severe health scare that could have potential changed everything in my life.
I was incapable of doing anything. Couldn't talk to anyone because no one understood. And my living conditions were falling part at the seams because... I was unable- restricted from everything...
The physical and mental abuse I put myself through was not worth it either.
So moving back with my folks was probably the best decision I've ever made. Pride is little sore, but I needed to put that aside for my quality of life- and my family has been nothing but supportive through everything and I'm so grateful for that.
The move itself... was something else. Moving in January in a snow storm. Not my best idea.
Very grateful for understanding landlords and storing some stuff there until Spring arrives (whenever THAT is. RANT: And what's with Old Man Winter this year? It's the first day if spring and there is snow up past my waist! And cold too! Planet Hoth! Where is the sun, the rain, the coming of flowers and a fricken side walk to take a damn walk!! Worst Winter I've seen in Ottawa yet.)
Haha...
And while concerning the progress of getting myself back on my feet- literally, I once again had lots of work (Still am) to catch up to.
But currently- I'm doing great.
Fantastic even. All of that support, effort determination and strength to keep moving forward has paid off and I'm healthier then I've ever been! I'm doing things I haven't done in a long LONG time. And I'm itching for some outdoor activity ( Once this stupid white crap MELTS)
In the spur of good feels, I purchased a FULL table at the Ottawa Comic Con in May this year. But if you are coming to OCC this year, stop by my table
AND I will be posting some new work VERY soon, and bulldoze through some commissions. And with permission share some work from the multiple contracts I've been working (catching up) on!
So there is 2013 beginning in a nutshell for me.
....How was yours?
(Lame attempt of ending this note... *headesk*)